Ten things to ten people

Ok, so i'm a few weeks behind on this really.

Almost all of it will be about people i know don't read this blog. Some of them might, but i doubt they will.

1. I honestly don't know what to say about you. I'm comfortable around you but i wish i knew how you saw me. Sometimes it seems like you see me as a friend, when others you can't stand the sight of me. I just wish you'd put my mind to rest.

2. I honestly don't get why people like you so much. Yeah, you're a nice person, but you are nothing compared to some other people in the world.

3. I have no idea where i'd be without you now. You've helped me find out loads of new things about myself and been with me throughout things i never really thought of. You really are one of the few people i couldn't live without.

4. I laugh at the fact they hate me because they think i'm a bad influence. I just wander if they know what YOU really get up to on a night out.

5. I'm still figuring out how i think of you. Hopefully it won't be much longer before i realise it.

6. You need to sort yourself out. I wonder sometimes if you even want me to be your friend. Figure it out and get back to me, ok?

7. I worry about you more than i show. I wish we lived closer just so it would be easier to be there for you when you need it. I sometimes feel like i'm not as good a friend as i'm supposed to be and for that i apologise. I love you, i really do, please don't think otherwise.

8. I don't know you that well, i'm aware of that, but i still love you like a friend. I wish i spoke to you more though.

9. You're not the person i used to know. I miss them.

10. Stop acting like you're God's gift. There is nothing special about you. You are a normal teenage girl and you need to learn to just deal with what people say.




I know some of these aren't longer than one sentence, but i just wanted to put down my basic thoughts without it being to obvious.